My Heart

Well I've been treated like a valentine
That's been ripped apart and left behind
I'm a fragile girl
In a crazy careless world
~ Paper Heart by Francesca Battistelli

Dear heart do you belong to me, or do I belong to you?
Just look at all the trouble you've dragged me into
I've heard it said to follow your heart,
But I'm starting to wonder if it's gone to far
Oh Heart, you've let me down,
Chasing love where it cant be found
Heart, we've fallen out
Cause all of your emeotions
Have lead me to doubt,
Tell me who's gonna save us now?
~ Dear Heart by Sanctus Real

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Happy Valentines Day!!! Or what I like to call National Single's Awareness Day .... meh ... I really, honestly hate Valentines Day, not because I dont like love, or that I've had a bad exprence with a guy ... it's quite the opposite actualy. I've never had a guy like me in the least bit, as far as I know anyway. No guy has ever asked me out, or as far as I can tell, flirted with me, or really any thing. So every year I go through the motions, and when the day comes around I am just depressed because I have never had any one love me before ... and I'm missing out on a special day, so I hate it so much!
And if any of you have looked at my other artworks and read through them, then you would know I have a major crush on one guy at my school, he's my best friend, but he's got a girlfriend and so I have to sit there and suffer in silence. So yeah that makes it ten times more unbareable!

Anyway, this peice of art represents my own heart and all of the trouble it has been through. As you can see there are a few bit cracks in it, one even has stichess. then there are some brusest and a very large crack in the middle. Normaly I would go into detail about all of them ... but it's really late here and well ... I am depressed so I'm not gonna go into detail right now. But if you are truely curious then I will gladly share with you what each one means, just ask and I shall tell you!

Lastly, I am thinking of coloring this, like no joke I'm about to start coloring it now! So I might ruin it ... I'm scared ... oh man maybe I should do it tomorrow ... *Sigh* What ever I'll to it tomorrow! But I am deturmined to color this one! It just needs color!